9 Months

9 months worth of pain... still no gain...

Oh woe is me...

A single picture broke everything...

I need to cut my heart open and pull it out...

I don't want to feel anything anymore...

My heart is beat up...

It is already broken to pieces...

I want to die...

She doesn't even care about me...

Nobody knows the turmoil inside my head...

Nobody knows the pain I've been through...

To find your dream and to lose it...

To be happy just to be sad...