2nd Entry

Dear fucking diary...

I feel so ashamed of myself... I just told something about me that is really loathsome... I hate myself... That thing really deprived me of everything that I should have enjoyed. I hate myself for not being a better person... One of the underlying reasons for my lack of social skills, self confidence and my self hatred... I blame myself, I also blame my parents, I also blame him... I feel guilty... I should have never... I hate myself...